【实修第1天】Day 1 Practice
和筑基阶段呼吸气机调谐有些不同,刚开始意念在劳宫穴时气机配合还有些不自然,气有到百会的感觉,跟着老师练感觉肩膀和胳膊的气量很大,期间咳嗽流鼻涕有唾液,练完后头脚有汗,但手还是凉的。下午练习期间很高兴打了三个嗝,口水增多,两个肩胛骨处胀疼,两腿也有些发凉,还有吸气时感觉涌泉穴也是提起,呼气时随之放下,就是呼吸的次数记不好有些乱,慢慢练习,习惯就好了。
Unlike the initial breath harmonization during foundation building, anchoring awareness at the Laogong point felt slightly unnatural at first. A sensation of energy reached the Baihui crown point. Guided by Master, I felt an immense volume of qi in my shoulders and arms, accompanied by coughing, a runny nose, and increased saliva. After the session, my head and feet broke into sweat, though my hands remained cool. In the afternoon, I was delighted to naturally burp three times, with abundant saliva, dull tension in both shoulder blades, and a cool sensation in my legs. Inhaling felt as though the Yongquan points on my soles were gently lifted, and exhaling released them. I lost count of the breaths, but with patient practice, it will become second nature.
发完这几行字给师父,我独自坐在客厅地毯上发呆了很久,擦拭着手脚排出的黏冷虚汗。
两个小时前,我刚在一场高规格的跨国跨界投资晚宴上应酬归来,在名流云集、觥筹交错里,我端着红酒笑得滴水不漏,敲定了一笔数千万美元的战略跟投。但回到家反锁上大门、踢掉高跟鞋的那一刻,我整个人几乎瘫软在玄关。
跟着师父站好、听到师父沉稳口令的那一刹那,我二十年来习惯性紧锁耸起的肩膀,第一次彻底垮了下来。那几声狼狈的打嗝和后背冒凉气,在世俗社交里或许显得有失体面,但那一刻我心底却涌起一阵从未有过的轻松——在这个纯净的道场里,我终于不必再假装刀枪不入,我允许自己这具积压了多年毒素与疲惫的皮囊,彻底卸下防备。
那晚,我破天荒地没有多梦惊醒,安安稳稳一觉睡到了天亮。
After sending these lines to Master, I sat on the living room rug for a long time, quietly wiping the cold, clammy sweat from my hands and feet.
Just two hours earlier, I had returned from a high-profile international cross-industry gala. Amid the glittering crowd, holding a glass of wine with an unshakeable smile, I finalized an eight-figure co-investment. But the instant I locked my front door and kicked off my heels, my entire body collapsed onto the entryway floor.
The moment I stood in posture and heard Master’s grounded guidance, the tension in my shoulders—habitually locked high for twenty years—dropped completely for the first time. Those unglamorous burps and the cold air releasing from my back might have seemed improper in polite society, yet an unprecedented relief surged through my heart. In this pure space, I no longer had to pretend to be invincible; I permitted this exhausted shell, burdened by years of accumulated toxins, to drop all defenses.
That night, for the first time in years, I did not wake from nightmares; I slept soundly until dawn.